I have the best friends ever. Seriously, you guys rock. What brought on this sudden epiphany? A quote from Hope's comment to yesterday's entry.

Once you step on the campus for the first time, all the anxiety will fade and you will finally say to yourself, "Lindsay, here we go on a new journey. Begin...[walks nervously up the stairs to her dorm]"

I am really nervous. I've had points in my life where everything changed. Usually, they involved moving to another continent. In comparison, this might be a tad easier. I really hope things will work out well. There's just so many variables. So many things that could go terribly wrong. I can't help but think that, with such a large list of potential pitfalls, I'm going to fall into quite a few of those pits.

I thrive on worry. I discovered that a little while ago, but it must be true. Unless something is bothering me, stressing me out, frustrating me to no end, I feel so lifeless. I almost search for issues that could use worrying. It's a wonder people can stand me. I wouldn't want to be around someone who gets as self-pitying and stressed as I do. Which leads me back to my initial comment for the day: You rock.

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